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Blame It On the Rain

I find myself blogging yet again. This time, I have to thank my professors for not giving any heavy work for the coming week. Or better yet, for I might be mistaken, I have to thank my poor memory. Maybe I just don't remember what things should be done.

But anyways. My sister made her own list of "the worst feelings in the world". Since it made me think, I'm making my own :P Here it goes.

The Worst Feelings In the World (according to Ian)

• The pain you feel when you step on a Lego block
• The pain you feel when you stub your toe
• The irritation when the awkward parts of your body--e.g. underarm, private parts-- itch and you can't do anything (scratch or whatever) about it since you're in a public place
• The panic when you're really at the verge of pee-ing and/ or poop-ing and there isn't a single comfort room in sight
• The envy when you look at some younger person's numerous/ bigger accomplishments compared to the little/ petty ones you have
• The frustration when you want to do some dance move but your body won't cooperate
• The frustration when you want to sing that song but you just can't do it right; either the notes are too high or too low, or you just can't sing in tune
• The frustration in stuttering and mispronouncing again and again and again
• The frustration when you forget what you're supposed to get from or do in a room you just got into
• The frustration in forgetting where you've placed something you were holding seconds ago
• The uneasiness you feel when you've worn denim pants on what turned out to be an extra hot day
• Kapag hindi mo matanggal 'yong tinga mo
• The self-consciousness and dismay that comes when you look at a boy and realize he is a prettier girl than you are
• The heartache that comes with falling in love with a fictional character (from a novel, or a TV series) and realizing he wouldn't be real...
• ...and the frustration in patterning "the one" to that male character and not finding one
• The regret of not doing something that would have made you happy
• The hopeless wanting for any kind of food (e.g. chocolates), only to realize there isn't any available nearby (e.g.fridge)
• The feeling you get when you can't find the right words to say or to write
• 'Yong pakiramdam ng nasa dulo na ng dila mo 'yong salita
• The disappointment when you have to have to take a picture of something really really nice but the camera goes "Change battery pack"
• The loneliness you feel while singing some love song no matter how cheesy or jologs it is (For me, I'll Never Go by Erik Santos)
• The loneliness you feel while crying (because of a song, or a movie, or a realization) and there's no one there to hug you/ to share the pain with :(

This would be edited :)

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Blame It On the Rain is a song by He is We. Paul suggested this song weeks ago. He said he remembered me when he heard this. He said it is so me. I teared up. First, because Paul actually remembers and knows how I feel even though I don't seriously talk with him. And second, because he is right :') Hayy. Friends!