Your Will, Not Mine

I've always wanted to be part of this. I hope it is what You will for me too.

Back to Basics: Metro Manila YCom Weekend

26-27 June 2010 QC Central Post Office

Thank you Vince Ong for this photo :)

First

Just for some reflection.

• Nothing lasts forever no matter how it feels today
• 'Cause though love can change the weather, no act of God can pull me away from you
• Afraid to love beyond what I can lose when it comes to you, and though I see us through
• Is there a better bet than love?
• What you are is what you breathe
• Chances are only what we make them, and all I need. 

 From Chances by Five For Fighting.

Fish are Friends

But this time around, they are food.











GRR YOU SHOULD BE EATEN! GRRR

Paperweight

I wonder why I feel heavier when I decide to "let go" of something, when some people say that letting go should make you feel better--lighter.






 And I give up
I let you win

Maybe I'm still too stubborn to give it all up this time?

Get Your Courage Up

La Luz, Laiya, Batangas

I've always been scared of deep waters, even though I've taken swimming lessons and learned some strokes as a kid. This morning, I dared myself to conquer my fear. I owe this to the people who helped me in reaching that raft.

You shake the shivers off
You take a drink to get your courage up
Can you believe it
Just this once, just for now
And just like that
It’s over

Oh, Another Social Casualty

And indeed, I am singing "My Stupid Mouth" to myself once again.
No, the regret will all be mine for I know I have said too much
Too much than I should
Too much than what I could
Handle when the words hit back.
Too much, but then just enough
For the world to see
Just how much I am addicted
Just what or who or how
Or, oh, how much, you mean to me.

A mess I made once again.

But then,
Maybe all of it was true
Well at least to me.
It's the way I've perceived
And maybe it's different from how you've yourself.
No I should not feel guilty
But I tell you I do.
No I should not be ashamed
For feeling like I do now.
No I shouldn't.
After all this was a waltz you lead,
And I just followed
And I ended up in places I thought you were leading me to.
If it weren't for you.
But hey maybe I got things wrong
Mistaking actions
Mistaking things
For signals of what they really were
Not.
But the fault isn't just mine after all.
All is ours.
Ours is the fault.

One more thing
Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard
But it's all because of this desire
I just want to be liked; I just want to be funny
Look like the joke's on me
So call me Captain Backfire